Posted by Anonymous on 2013/01/21 under Uncategorized I’m learning about him and undersatanding him so much more now. It’s been a while, but I know he likes me now, and I don’t think I can explain how happy that realisation makes me feel! Finally after all these years, have I finally found the boy I have been dreaming of? And by dreaming of, I mean the boy I might have my frist relationship with? He makes me laugh with his stupid jokes that make no sense. With his always positive humour and care free attitude. He’s letting me in about his life… I don’t know is this something he does with everyone, but I’m happy none the less.
I want to know what makes him tick, I want to know his secerts, his hopes, his dreams. What his dream girl is like. I want to know what does he think of my truely? His first impression of me, and what he thinks of me now. I want to know what he knows about me that I didn’t tell him. Stuff he has figured out about me, stuff he’s asked around to find out about me. I want to know is he curious about anything about me.
I want him to know, if he’s up for this: so am I. It doesn’t have to be in-your-face or agrogant like we see relationships are today. It can be between him and me. It can be secret and oh so special.
I have figured a few things out about him… He has relaised what I am doing about replying to his messages, that I may be online but I wont read the messages for hours… Just to keep him waiting. Either he’s doing the same on his own accord or he is returning what I’m doing… We are playing a game either way! He is close to his family, and his friends are his friends but theyre all “lads” and bullies really… They don’t mean to hurt him, but he’s on his gaurd around them. And in turn he has this macho facade up himself. But this has made him a real family guy. Theyre his people and he’d do anything for them. He has loving parents, I see this because of the sweet things he does… They’re the sweet gestures and actions only a man from a happy family would make. He’s a good man. His attention span isn’t much 😛 And he liked it or was amazed when I sussed that out! He doesn’t realise how I grew up that had made me able to read people like I do.
I would always be the go-to girl when any of my girl friends would have a problem. They would come to me about boys and ask for my advice on what to do in situations. Apparently I gave good sounn advice.. I must have since they always came back to me. But whats ironic is although I seemed to be in tune with the situations and know what was going on… I had zero experience myself. It was all from people watching. Something I developed through the lonely years… I hope it will serve me well now.